Thursday, November 27, 2008

First Thanksgiving

Guess what Robert Graham had for Thanksgiving dinner? That's right! Turkey-flavored milk from his Mommy! Ha! Someone recently asked me if I thought it tasted different with whatever I ate... my answer is, I don't think so!?! Piper has definitely had his delicate sufficiency as well. He ate SO much turkey he's been sick twice! I think it was allergies though. Lil' Bob had a great time getting to know his Auntie Leah and was sad when she left today. Auntie Laura and Grammy are still here. He was also very down because his Papa wasn't able to come on this trip. We all had pumpkin pie without him and it was just very awfully sad. We are all about to "hit the sack" so I'll add pics of Lil' Bob in his Turkey outfit later.

I am thankful for...
Beautiful days of cool breezes and Robert Graham's little hand holding tight to mine
Fall leaves and Robert Graham looking up at me with stars in his eyes
Watching Robert learn and play
God giving Lil' Bob to me and to Reagan
Our church and how accepting they've been of our needs and Robert's needs
Jesus!

Friday, November 21, 2008

Mama Kisses
















Snow Baby
















Baby It's Cold Outside


We took Lil' Bob out in the snow for a few minutes today to get some pictures of him in his snowsuit! I wasn't sure he would be able to fit in it very much longer, so luckily it snowed early! :) He was not positive as to what to DO exactly with the snowflakes that fell on his "nose and eyelashes"! He was very happy this morning though and did not cry when he got cold flakes on his face. He is such a sweet and generally good-natured baby. It worries me sometimes because he doesn't cry that much!!! He's just very pleasant and happy. Here are some pictures that I promised!

Monday, November 10, 2008


Pondering

I used to ponder too much and get down in the dumps about stupid things. I guess now I just feel that every time I think I might do this or get somewhat depressed, I look at my little boy and the world just seems right. I know this is sappy, but I feel like God has definitely kept me on this earth for a purpose and I've never felt more at peace about what His will is for me than now.

I've always wanted to be a Mother, and a wife, but until Robert Graham was born I never realized how the "stuff" doesn't even matter. I went to the mall today and thought if I didn't have Lil' Bob it would be easier to shop, however, my final conclusion was, that because I have him, there isn't a darn thing I want! :) I have everything I need. I have almost everything I can think of materially to want. I don't have an official paying job, but I have the BEST job in the entire world. I have the responsibility, but also, I have the opportunity to be a Mother and that is the most wonderful, most satisfying job I've ever done.

Sometimes people ask me if I miss teaching. The answer is two-fold. 1. Yes, I miss the students and the impact that I hope I made on them. 2. No, absolutely not, because I would not trade ONE smile, not one look of happiness, not even ONE tear that comes from Robert for teaching. I wouldn't trade him for a million trillion dollars. I wouldn't trade him for ANYTHING. It's amazing the love that God shows you through your child. I actually see a truly new facet of who God is by being a Mom.

Weird, huh?

My little man